Twitch streamer PSP1G controversy explained (Image via Instagram/@PSP1G and Twitch/@Deme)

"I tried to kill myself multiple times" - Twitch streamer PSP1G announces he's "leaving the internet forever"

Modified Dec 14, 2024 07:14 GMT

Twitch streamer Nikita "PSP1G" (119K followers) took to his X account (@smileybeef) to reveal some concerning details about his private life. On December 14, 2024, the Counter-Strike player and streamer posted an update revealing that he had tried to harm himself with scissors.

TW: This article contains mention of self-harm and suicide.

Talking about how he hurt his ex-girlfriend in the process, the streamer wrote:

"Months ago I tried to kill myself with scissors, Denise tried to stop me and in the struggle of taking the scissors, I accidentally slashed her in the leg. I felt immense shame ever since, I tried to kill myself multiple times after that, I've been struggling and I have caused nothing but pain to her, in countless ways."

PSP1G makes concerning confession (Image via X/@smileybeef)

Nikita's ex-girlfriend Deme (@demenishki) made a post earlier, accusing the Twitch streamer of verbally assaulting and lying to her. In response, PSP1G wrote:

"What she said in her tweet is the truth and I'm not denying that, I wanted to specify that we both f**ked up. She hit me, screamed at me, and told me she regretted dating another depressed guy. She told me she thought I was copying her when I showed genuine suicidal tendencies."

The streamer accuses his ex-girlfriend of hitting him (Image via X/@smileybeef)

What did PSP1G's ex-girlfriend say about him?

Twitch streamer PSP1G's ex-partner Deme (VTuber) first talked about their apparent break up on December 6, 2024. In her short update, she talked about deciding to "part ways" with Nikita.

Today (December 14, 2024), she put out a couple of additional posts. In the first one, she wrote, "I'm free." In the second, she accused the Twitch streamer of verbally abusing her, lying to her, and giving her bruises:

"After dealing with things being broken and thrown, screaming in my ear till it rang, having to scream for help till my voice broke because I didn't want my phone taken from me (since I took photos of what happened), being pushed, being verbally assaulted, the constant lying, the bruises from being held too hard. I just want to move on."

Deme accuses PSP1G of abuse and lying (Image via X/@demenishki)

In a viral clip circulating online, Deme is seen recounting a disturbing incident involving her injury. In the video, she alleged that during an argument, PSP1G grabbed a knife and accidentally slashed her leg, resulting in a deep cut. She further accused him of refusing to take her to the hospital.